unknown

For once, I was so sure what I wanted to have in the future.
For once, I was so sure that that was the life that I'd always wanted to live
For once, I was so sure that I would be satisfied with the life that i dreamed of.

yet...

For now, I am not sure what I wanted for my life.
For now, I am not sure what is the meaning of 'dream'.
For now, I am not sure that I could do it anymore.

For now, I am not sure that I would want to live anymore.